Well, a sad week 4 me...

Happens to hav a gd partner left me.

The dreams and planning we shared, juz happened 2 b empty.

However, it is not always of a person, the world will stop spinning...

The drive now i hav is even more dan wad i used 2 hav.

I hav to always improve myself 2 lead my pple and b a role model 2 them.

So wad if i topped the pple in my age grp if i cant even bring my pple to their goals?

I can earn wad i earn now and fuck care my buddies,

but wads the point? Enjoy myself? i believed my guys laid alot of trust on me.

With such trust from my frens, i cannot let them down. "Strive n deliver" this is

wad i wanna do.

Looking at my guys ard me in their new BMWs really makes me feel bad.

I really lack the effort. I hope im not behind them this time.

Im going all out. !~